I’m sitting in my car. Writing this post on a phone with 6% battery. Thinking about drinking bit want to be strong. Today was exhausting but in a good way. I gave everything I had to support others and literally had no time to recover from one event to another. Was on way to get fast food, but don’t want it. Thought about going to grocery store, but that is dangerously tempting. So pulled over and am just sitting here and crying til the universe tells me what to do.